WW Check In: So I Got My Milestone Keychains...
Lately, my WW journey has been pretty on pause as I've dealt with losing my Half Marathon training, healing my back, etc, etc. Yet for some reason, when I got back from my mini-trip last weekend, two Milestones rewards were waiting in the mailbox. The first was my 5 lb milestone keychain, celebrating being 5 lbs down from my starting weight (which was, apparently, higher than I remembered). The second was a 10 lb keychain that I've only earned if you squint really hard at my tracking and give me slack for the weeks I refused to admit what I'd gained back and just didn't log anything. Needless to say, that milestone is staying in the envelope until I actually earn it. I'm still struggling with this weird duality of believing we need to stop shaming fat, wanting to shift my own perception of beauty and be more body positive, while simultaneously feeling wrong and frustrated at this weight. It's one of those "I contain multitudes" situations, I thin...